The beginning

Yesterday I met with the surgeon and decided to go ahead with lap band surgery. I am scheduled for the 15th of October.

I am a bit nervous, but excited; fearful, but confident that this is a positive step for me to reclaim my health and self.

I have failed to control my weight for so long. Iam afraid that this won't work for me, that I will sabotage myself and fail once again. But I am determined to do my best, and this blog is part of that determination.

All things are possible...